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by Cullen Cochran

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A colorful gradient streak dictating the last 5 years of my life. Love, isolation, family, near death experiences, dead goldfish. Man what a thing.

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released June 9, 2017

Album artwork- Adriel Forsynth, Instagram: fangdangler

I'd like to thank Paul and Tara Morgan for their kindness and openness in letting me record openly in the house. Your patience was invaluable through this process.

I wrote and recorded everything

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Cullen Cochran Seattle, Washington

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now in vancouver, bc

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Track Name: When Someone Sees You
When someone sees you truly
Without rose-colored glasses
There's nothing left to hide behind
I'm naked and
I know there's no one else you'd rather reprimand

When someone sees you truly
After you've used up your luck
And every blemish and neurosis is exposed
At first I was little terrified but now I never wanna leave your side.

You see me and yet you love me and that's scary
Track Name: I See Her In There
Behind her eyes I know she feels sequestered
But I see her in there
and all the horrible thoughts she bares

You know I'd never strand you on the surface
I'd like to let you in
and dive into my neurotic tailspin

Nobody talks to me they just push a lot of trash around
But when she invites me in I am lost I am found.

The outside of our heads is overwhelming
I want to run and hide
It's so bizarre to live inside
a world that doesn't know what it's been missing:
The shoulders I've been kissing.
Her vision of the world.

Behind her eyes I know she feels sequestered
But I see her in there
And all her earth-stopping thoughts and cares.
Track Name: We're-too-cool-to-be-cool Kids
Take one good look at me and you'll see
I'm so obsessed with how I'm perceived.

I'd have more room in my brain if I
shed all my influences and tried
to find
something that isn't a fucked up rendition of life.

La la la da
La la la da
La la la la la

I think it's easy here
But I'm not thinking clear
It's so hard to guard every conceivable angle of my tender heart.

La la la da
La la la da
La la la la la
Track Name: Richard
Eat a butt jk
Track Name: SOPHIA I NEEDYA
You've been hiding in your worries like me
but step into the freezing sun and you'll see
that when the colors in our banners our found
all the flowers shoot up out of the ground

Life is happening in spite of the men
That tell us we could never feel again
But even over all their deafening sound
All the flowers shoot up out of the ground.

Sophia, I need ya.
I need ya.

Sophia, I need ya.
I need ya.

Be it this life or another, we'll find
the truest beauty is inside of your mind.
With your solar plexus manning the helm,
implement your love all over this realm.

You've been waiting for a wonderful day
That won't exist until you make it that way
'Cause even over all the deafening sound
All the answers shoot up out of the ground.

Sophia, I need ya.
I need ya.

Sophia, I need ya.
I need ya.
Track Name: Thru The Mountain Pass
I was hauling ass through the mountain pass
my civic was nearly out of gas.

My phone was dead and I could see only 15 feet in front of me.

I felt the wheels beneath my heels fly off the road into a tree
and as it twirled I felt the world, I felt the world around me.

How could this happen to me now?
How could this happen to me now?

As I aligned my frail mind I drove on through the cold, dark night.
With little else outside of luck preventing me from getting stuck.

And as it twirled I felt the world, I felt the world around me.
I felt the world, I felt the world, I felt the world inside me.

How could this happen to me now?
How could this happen to me now?
How could this happen to me now?
Track Name: My Room
I found my goldfish
floating upside down
in spite of all the care I gave to keep my pet around.

My room was never
clean when it was alive
it makes me think that if I kept it neat he wouldn't have died.

Flushed him down the drain.
Life is so insane I think I'd like to try again, please.

Ghosts are in the sky!
I've haunting precognitions.
Death is so close by!
And whispers admonitions.

I am just one guy
and that's about as much as I can take.

People drop like flies all relative to my room.

They found her body
crinkled up in a car
in spite of all the drives we took freewheeling through the dark.

My grades were never
good when she was my friend
It makes me think that if I kept them up she wouldn't be dead.

No one can explain
why life is so insane.
I think I'd like a receipt, please.

Ghosts are in the sky!
I've haunting precognitions.
Death is so close by!
And whispers admonitions.

I am just one guy
and that's about as much as I can take.

People drop like flies all relative to my grades.